More and more of ??? appearing in my head...
Thursday, March 16, 2006
i should say after yesterday, my head had been increasing the no. of question marks. question marks of relations of me n another 2 person. Now its 2+++ am and i'm trying to get rid them by posting here. Hopefully i can sleep well after this post.
I shall not say who the 2 person are...i should name them as A and B.
Can't sleep since yesterday(14/3), after the chat with A, some of the question marks in my head had gone. However, MORE question marks appeared making me unable to sleep. I had been tosing around the bed for the past 30mins and i can't stop thinking. The more i think the more question marks appeared.
Really hope that A will read this. I should say i'm afraid that A will suffer again if A is with B. I don't wanna see A feeling angry or sad or etc due to B. I don't know why. I wish to protect A from B if anything gonna happen (choi).
I'm a person who usually don't show my true self to anyone and more question marks will remain in me if i don't try to open up? but i'm really worried about A. Haishhhh~
Hope after writing this i may sleep well. wish me all the best.
2:38 AM
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